She feels terribly disappointed that im such a selfish n careless friend! i know she is in pain
both mentally and physically!
and look at me,sitting in this arm chair so kool relaxed and incredibly irresponsible!
there i goes!
hey stop it my kani!
now its too much!
yea true...i know...
i wonder y i live...!!??
y i even smile cry or whatever!
i've seen none other than me being "selfish" like this way!
if you can please dont help me to stand,breathe or live to exist such a pathetic way!
let me die..die on the spot!
I DONT DESERVE ANY OF YOUR LOVE!
just have to kil me!
people in my life..butterflies who used to dance with me..
o how beautiful you all are!
they loved me, listened to me always...
and what i did...i was hurting them all through my life... till now!
i should be killed!
ah a rainbow!
just appeared in front of me!
BEAUTIFUL.... ITS 12.22 PM!