Wednesday, August 29, 2007

health

hahaha
its funny that in school i used to get always expand the idea "health is wealth"
n i used to think wt the hell is that!
anyway...few years back i started getting the feeling who am i? what am i?
why im? all those identity probs...which can come usually...to everyone! gosh!
so it came to me..ofcourse my "ahankaram" (egoestic ) went high!!
i dont have any reasons ...to think so...anyway tat time i found myself to go casualities of ospitals to see the people who comes there in ambulance to make me feel that im perfect!
n no prob for me...
n nowadays im really ok...no identity at all!! haahah so no crisis for that too...
hahaha mmmmm so but every year i get some health prob now to remind me...
leave ur egoo...hahaha so now the thing is got a dislocation...
and supposed to take rest....
had a good experiance wit ma left knee.....
oops.........i think its enough to make u know wts bore!

so being in love

o....my soul.....
for last one month i was in love ....the love which has a lot of pain even if it was unconditional..
i never had such an experiance...
juliene.....
i had such a nice time...
we were taking bath together....everyting together...like inseparable...
but tere is always a time to be apart...i know that....
this guy...i may never meet him again in ma life...but we used to sleep in caravans...
we used to ride cycles...to the fields.....we were staying near a fort...
everyday in a car....crosssing a river,
n had street pareds...oh i will miss all of them...
it was a miracle..
i dont want to write anything more!
now something wht i never want to face is coming to me..
i have to face it.n go through that...
!shit its a big shit!

mm..............

im listening to some music rite now...
yes i know its been a long time for me sitting in front of computer for long n writing all stupidities whatever i want...
jayasree (called mother) she has a laptop...tats y i was here always for last 10 days
but tomorro this goes....so ill see you all........next time...whenever it comes...
anyways...its a funny life wt im in for...
not doing anything...
mmmmmmmmmmmm........

Thursday, August 9, 2007

hmmmmmmm

its about me
my love...