Sunday, May 25, 2008

ah!! its 12.22 pm

its terrible!


She feels terribly disappointed that im such a selfish n careless friend! i know she is in pain
both mentally and physically!
and look at me,sitting in this arm chair so kool relaxed and incredibly irresponsible!
there i goes!
hey stop it my kani!
my parasite!

now its too much!

yea true...i know...
i wonder y i live...!!??
y i even smile cry or whatever!
i've seen none other than me being "selfish" like this way!

HELLO friends...
if you can please dont help me to stand,breathe or live to exist such a pathetic way!
let me die..die on the spot!

I DONT DESERVE ANY OF YOUR LOVE!
just have to kil me!

people in my life..butterflies who used to dance with me..
o how beautiful you all are!
they loved me, listened to me always...
and what i did...i was hurting them all through my life... till now!
i should be killed!
its pathetic!


ah a rainbow!
just appeared in front of me!
BEAUTIFUL.... ITS 12.22 PM!